The way I take his post is that he feels other people aren't
being honest about their feelings of having Diabetes, we should
all be saying how much we hate Diabetes.
Mark, I've had Diabetes so long believe me I'm used to it. I
hated it when I was a teen-ager and in my 20's. I didn't get
depressed about it but I did get mad and peed-off that's for sure.
My youngest Brother was even madder about it than I was, but
we dealt with it in our own way. I heard him swear a few times
and I threw my brush at my mirror one time when I was 14 yrs.
and broke a big piece off of it. Of course, I had to paint all the
wood and rim a purple background with silver stars, and smiley faces
hoping Mom wouldn't notice. She did.
Would you believe that
dresser with the broken mirror and painting is still in my room? She
didn't ever want me to forget that memory so I'd look back at it and
smile. And I still do each time I see it and see how far I've come.
Blah! Blah! I know female stuff. Everyone deals with it in their own
good way and time. It takes many yrs. but you will arrive at your
good point.
If you read the Hypothyroidism thread, I have it and I have the symptom
of placidity. Thank God. It has to be something Bad in Life to bother me
and Yes, those do come up occasionally. Or if someone says some here or
there that IRKS me, maybe I'll let loose, maybe I won't. Depends what mood
I'm in.
Sorry, this was so long Mark. If I misunderstood your meaning, please disregard
most of this crappy post.
Oh, and you do have to learn how to control you bg levels, of course, most of the
time. That will make you feel alot better. 5.4 is Very Good. You just need time.
