SCARA,
You sound like me. lol
Take care of yourself, your loved ones, and try not to worry about the tings you can't control. It's easier said than done, but will help. The roller coaster we are on every day because of the big D doesn't help any, but take each day at a time. I find that rather than trying to do it all, make a list wether written or mental of all the things you are in control of and need to correct or change in life. Then start whittling that list down, 1 at a time. Take a week, or a month on each and pretty soon those issues will be non-issues. Then just move on to the next one. After a while each of them will become part of your everyday routine and then won't be a burden anymore.
baby steps, my friend, baby steps.
p.s. don't forget to enjoy life while you're living it. You never know when it will end.
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The only way to manage diabetes is to CURE it... Diabetes since December, 1983 Meds: Humalog/Pump since 1998, Synthroid 88mcg, Zetia 10mg, Altace 10mg, Prevacid 30mg, Benfotiamine 600mg, 1-a-day multivitamin, Aspirin 325 mg, Garlic-geltab 4,000mg, methylcel. fiber therapy 2,000mg(for cholesterol) So, what's in your lunchbox?
Funding JDRF to get rid of diabetes is like funding the Mafia to get rid of organized crime
