I think you've done extremely well to get from 17 down to 10. None of us have a magic wand, more's the pity.

You'll get there though. May take a while, but, as you obviously WANT to get there, you'll do it!
You'll find everyone in here is on your side and is trying to be helpful. Most of us have been through similar problems as you are now and understand how difficult it can be.
Good luck and keep us informed of how things go.