[Eri's mom]

Hi again...
Eri's surgery is tomorrow(I call it a procedure, but the docs say surgery b/c she will be under general anesthesia for up to an hour)...three different scopes and biopsies. They told me on Friday to expect her to probably stay overnight because they don't think she'll be able to swallow the first day/night...so IV dextrose. I don't know, does it seem like Tuesday nights are hospital nights for her(and me) the past 3 weeks?

Anyhow, doubt I'll be on tomorrow, if I am, hopefully early evening. Her dad won't stay there and God only knows if he'll go w/ us for this.

I am still more angry and frustrated than you know w/ what went on in there last Wednesday. I want to scream and take my kids and just get out of this stupid state. She was never THIS sick in FL...
Oh well, w/ her new regimine she is doing better, she freaks when she sees her bgl's in the 70's and 80's, afraid of hypoglycemia, me, I just smile b/c she's "normal"...she even called me at work the other night w/ the "Ohmygosh mom, what do I do? I'm at 124?!?!?!? I was like, ummm, pat yourself on the back?...She called me every hour to update me on her bgl's since I worked 12 hours that day. She was beyond ticked this morning when she was 240...we bolused in for what little she ate last night, she had her 24u of lantus and she was livid. Ah well. I think she is a bit high strung w/ having to go to the hospital AGAIN tomorrow. She's putting on the tough act but I know she hates it there, she always stresses.

OK, I'm really shutting up w/ this. I know I'm going to hate the waiting game to see what the biopsies say, but it's life. Just praying all goes well.

Thanks for listening!