[Eri's mom]

Yep, resident crazy person here...

Eri stayed home again today...her throat, stomach...she's, well, no fever really, but sweating profusely.
I spoke to her endo a few times already and we have to get her to eat b/c the ketones are basically starvation ketones. Problem is, she is so stubborn, it hurts her to eat, and what's even MORE annoying is even water hurts for her to drink.
I sometimes feel as though what little of my mind I MAY have left is going to just decide to go on vacation w/o telling me where.

I had to work b/c my husband can't work more than 2-3 hours and he loses all strength(he has to get over this thing where the pnuemonia may be "gone" but his body needs to heal)...geesh.

So, I sent him out to get Eri some sugary drinks(endo's orders)...and ANYTHING she will eat(nacho cheese chicken chalupa...she's a **** chalupa)...now to just pray she eats it and drinks b/c if not, then we have to go to the hospital AGAIN.
The endo wants us to call the ENT this morning(wow, after midnight already) and go from there b/c she is suspecting a possible infection from all the biopsies they took.
Also, they need to fax the school a paper stating that she isn't feeling well b/c the school gave me a bit of an issue today w/ her missing. All this girl is doing is sleeping and complaining of discomfort. I feel like a total loser b/c I can't make her feel better. I wish I could take away her pain, take away all this that she goes through.
All she is doing is yelling at me and pushing me away...at least I have given her the right insulin dosage to get her from the 500's to 199...and that was w/o eating...she did finally manage some slightly toasted bread and a few sips of water.

I'm going to shut up, since I see that I am a non-stop typing moron.

Sorry!
Thanks for listening!