*BIG HUGZ*
Don't EVER think you are being annoying!!! You NEED to vent, else you're gonna EXPLODE!!! You are going thru a sh*tload of stuff!!! If anyone has a problem with it, then well, they have NO heart or soul, and it's THEIR problem!!! They don't wanna read it, well nobody is forcing them too!! Something more to their liking is just a click away!!!
I don't even know how you do it!! I've been to **** and back with other stuff in my life, and I can't even fathom the **** you've been thru hun!!! I admire your strength SO much!!! You are one **** of a woman!!!
I'm SO sorry to hear of your experience at the hospital, and I TOTALLY understand it! My sis is in the hospital right now and O.M.G. some of the treatment she has had is just incomprehensible!! There WILL be people talked to and letters written!! You may need to do the same!! Don't hesitate!!!
Continued prayers!!!!