| Yeah, you need to get your family involved. They are the only people you will ever have in your life who will unconditionally love you, and as such, they're the people best placed to help you.
Look, at the very least they'll see the damage you're doing to yourself just trying to stay afloat. No parent wants to see that happen to their kid - so ask them for help (financially, emotionally) and you might just be surprised. |