I've always hated smoking, but for some stupid reason, I started anyway. 13 years later I'm still struggling to give up 
I gave up a couple of times last year, once for a week or so and once for over a month. I wish it didn't keep calling out to me... when I give up I find my mind completely taken over by the thoughts of having 'just one' until eventually it drives me so mad I have one. The beginning of the end *sigh*.
BUT... I'll do it again! I'm determined to be smoke-free.
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Addicted to my Lantus, Novorapid and medicinal chocolate *cough* .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,., .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,., |
