[orange7]

Hi everyone,
I am new to this site, thought I would come and vent to some people that might actually understand what I am talking about.
I guess I am just wondering if anyone else gets sick and tired of dealing with this disease??? I am 33 been diagnosed for 6 years as a type 1 been on the pump for a year. the pump is my life saver. But I still feel so frustrated at times, I look at all my friends healthy with nothing hanging off them all the time and I get so jealous. I know I should be glad its not something a whole lot worse, and I tell myself that all the time. I know that some people have it really bad, and my problems pale in comparison. I guess its a little self pity which I have never been big on until I found out I had this. Most days I am fine with it then I go through bouts like this and just get mad. or scared Im not sure which. My immune system sucks, instead of being sick for a week I have it for 3. Seems like Im sick all winter. Every darn germ my son bring home from school, I get!! I dont know. I dont have a whole lot of support at home, I am scared to death my children will get this. I have a hard enough time dealing with mine I cant imagion if one of them ended up with it tooo. I guess I am wondering if it ever gets easier, i thought it would but I am not to sure. Thanks for listening