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Originally Posted by kel4han Please. I need some encouragement. I am 9months into dx and my 6year old was diagnosed. The parade of numbers everyday has me losing my mind. I cant sleep for fear of my childs hypos and cant sleep in fear of my hypos affecting my ability to help hers!! I cant think of anything but "how is that bolus working right now for her, for me hours 1, 2, 3 4 5. " I want to quit my job (I just work PT) and my husband thinks I am being overly paranoid! How do you families make it when there are more than one with these crazy issues?? |
I completely understand the stress you are going through, as do many others on this forum. It's new for you, it's new for your daughter, and it's new for me (dxd 3 months ago, my kids do not have diabetes at this time). I've lost my mind and I've had it back everynow and again. It's a lot to take in. An awful lot. But I have to believe you will eventually make it through because I have to believe I will make it through. I do not think you are overly paranoid. It's completely justified, COMPLETELY. You have the right to allow yourself some release of your emotions. You do, however, need to stop for a second, close your eyes, and concentrate on your breathing. It's hard, no doubt about that, but you will make it through.