| I'm the exact opposite. I thrive on confrontation to the point that most of the time it destroys me. Unfortunately I take the view that by having diabetes, if there is a god he's forsaken me a long time ago, and if there isn't, the world will always try to grind you down. Therefore the only option left is to try and take out everyone else with you.
I know it's not a smart view, I'm also aware that it's highly narcissistic. But that's who I am. Just because I am who I am doesn't mean I'm happy with that person; it just means I can't break free of being that person. |