| I'm a crass sort myself, when it gets high, the world becomes my enemy, the telephone is my greatest foe though seems the mere ringing of it drives me over the edge. I hermit myself up and get edgy about even leavin ghte house, wether it be for food ro fun or any other reason, I too get a sort of panic attackor maybe even edging onto paranoia.....Major PITA!
And on Narcissm I Think C3PO summed it up well when he was walking thru the desert with R2 and stated "We seem to be made to suffer. It's our lot in life. "
As Far as Compusiveness and control.. I have none of that, I have been in a few positions in the past where i have been in charge or management, I have not an thread of desire to control or command any longer.. creates too much stress I am far happier being a follower or off on my own out in no man's land | 
