[cheryl]

Yes I was figuring that 9 units will do the trick with the bagel but that first day if I would of took like 9 units I would of gotten a hypo yuck a bad one, I am on this strict meal plan because I have had a little elevated cholesterol didn't like it, I feel the years and years of neglect will come back to haunt me....I have excellent blood pressure though which I guess is a positive, I check it everytime I go to the supermarket or drug store.........I didn't exercise last week which probably didn't help, so I have to get back into that again.........It is hard isn't it, some people can do so well, but are they really good at what they are doing, or just not venting at all, i never complained because I never really cared till about August or if I was pregnant..........oy the life.......now I feel consumed a bit overwhelmed at times, paranoid when i go out to eat everything...........I am working so hard to get a good reading all the time period, I am awaiting a pump because I feel this will be the only way to keep my goals a positive one, since I can control the basal settings instead of relying on a 24 hr shot.........which I cannot control once it is in me......Ok enough about me, I feel a bit better since Friday I have been back down with the highest number at 130 and the lowest 42 so I am doing a lot better again........just I want good sugars especially right before my appointment friday and I am praying to God my cholesterol has come down......i quit red meat I eat heart healthy margarine now no hydrogenated oils or msg, and nothing with more that 40mg of cholesterol per serving if I even eat something with cholesterol in it, I don't want to be on pills yet I am only 28, so I am trying my hardest to only be on insulin period that is it,,,,,i have high goals I know but I am trying to balance all this out.........Thank you two for reading and listening I joined the forum hadn't had too many responses thought oh well ain't gettin much attention here.........oh yea the downfall am a bit of a drama queen hehehehe

Thank you I do feel a lot better....

Cheryl