First, I think your A1c is pretty good ~ so I hope you recognize that

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Second, I can understand your fear- it's something I think most of us can relate to. But, saying that, I think if you want to change things, it's well within your power. Yes, it means testing more and being prepared at all times (having some source of carbohydrate w/ you), but you can bring your A1c down if you are willind to do those things.
Good luck
