| Thanks everyone for the welcome!! I am feeling rather depressed tonight over this. Being that I have a very long history with an eating disorder, and I spent years and years focusing on food intake, etc., and years monitoring myself -- finally I recovered and broke away from that, but in reading about diabetes it's depressing me because it sounds almost like a very similar lifestyle - only it is for health reasons.. But it scares me and depresses me because I dread having to do that all again, and not only that I fear what if that leads me to relapse into the eating disorder again? I called my old dietician and left her a voicemail, and I go back to the doctor on Thursday for further testing. Anyways, thanks again for all your support!
~MissJessica~
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