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Kel4han, I sympathize with you, I sincerely do. I to have never been an optimist. Always expecting the worse and seeing the worse, (and some really bad has happened which doesn't help). Anywho, we just need to keep on fighting, and that's HARD, I know it, and so do many on the DF. I constantly need some people to give me "pick me uppers", and fortunately there are many here who do that in a variety of ways (posts, PM, e-mail, chats etc...) and it all helps so very much. I find as the days go by, slowly I improve, and there are some really bad still, but it's getting better (O.K. so there is a small optimistic side to me now...but it comes and goes).

I'm not sure what I'm trying to get at here, other than making an attempt at being supportive and optimistic. We'll just fight together with a little (LOT) of help from our family here on the DF.