Well all this support is fantastic and I really appreciate it, the only thing is I have problems with alot and it is really getting me down now
The idea of a pump is not great for me as I have a lifestyle that it would get knocked about like mad and it would generaly get in the way I think.
The idea of the insulin you take 4 times a day well, that would just be too much as I struggle as it is.
This talk about insulin ressistance sounds interesting if someone could explain a little about that, I am gonna check this link you gave me so thanks for that.
I actualy got so furustrated tonight I jacked my insulin up again to no effect, am really not gonna bother with more insulin, I just find myself making myself starve for such little results.
At the moment life is beginning to get a little tough and part of me wants to give in and throw in the towel but that would be stupid I know.
I have raised about £3,000 for research into diabetes and unless they cure it I don't know if there is anything out there for me.
