| Thank you for your kind support (although I didnt post on here with that intention)
Collette is doing ok for the moment, how long for I really dont know.
She is really going through **** at the moment and I cant say I finding it particularly easy to deal with, this has taken its toll on me also.
All I want is my loving wife back to normal, I know its going to be a tough haul but I will be with her every step of the way. No one, but NO-ONE gets between me and Collette. I love her so much and its agony to see her suffering like this, I feel really helpless, as though just being there for her simply isnt enough and the frustration is enourmous.
It was Collette who confided in me and showed me where one of the final straw triggers came from which is how I came to be here.
I was aware she went on here as she used the boards to help try and gain some sort of control over that part of her life. There are other serious issues that need to be dealt with surrounding the depression but we will go through that together.
How someone can be so low as to make someone feel so worthless and resulting in the action that Collette took I dont know.
My message to that person is, Its not just one person you are hurting, its two. How would you like it if someone made you lose your partner because of something you said? I hope it stays on your concience (if you have one that is) for a very long time to come.
Im going to sign off for now as im getting wound up again.
Thanks again for your support.  | 
