| thank you
"Honestly, I really think that you should let him go and live your own life. You can not help him anymore... He is the only one that can do something for himself. You've done your best... love doesn't mean to support him... love means to support each other"
This brought tears to my eyes and the reality of it just sunk deep. I know this is true and I guess thats why its been so hard and so painful.
The process I have been going through is painful and hard. I wouldn't categorize our relationship simply as "playing house" or "shaking up" this give everything the lack of meaning and lack of feeling. We been living together for almost 2 years now and it was in the hopes and intention of making it work no matter what. But how can I do that when I do all the work for both sides?? I have a lot to think about. It was my birthday this past weekend and all I got was a phone call. He has three stricks and has one and half. | 
