| Hey Matt,
I am 22 and going through the same ordeal. I haven't really done well taking care of myslf the last couple of years and I just very recently, within the last 3-4 months started to better. I had my A1c done 4 months ago and it was 14.7. Horrible I know and I was ashamed. I took some initiative, completely reworked my insulin:carb ratio, my sliding scale, my carb intake, and exercise, and now, just 3 months later, it is already down to 11.3.
Motivation is my biggest enemy too. It is hard to want to tackle what we have to. It might get harder before it gets better for you. I am not trying to discourage you. I have had it since I was 5 and I was doing moderately well when I was your age until I hit about 19, then I didn't want to deal with it anymore. I had dealt with it long enough I decided and just didn't have the motivation to deal anymore. But here I am, getting back on track and feeling great about it. I feel 2008 will be a good year for me. I am trying to think positive.
And remember, one of the best motivators is this site right here. It has helped me a lot. Just reading the posts can be a tremendous help.
Try not to worry yourself to death about it.
Good Luck!!!
JT  | 
