| LSD is stupid. I was at a party while in college and STUPIDLY, when I went to use the bathroom, I left my beer behind. I came back, finished it and a little while later I was craving vodka and feeling a bit weird. People were just laughing, the ones who knew and they asked how I felt. I felt all weird., like I was melting and my brain was frying...and then they told me. By that time, I went from mixed drinks to just drinking the entire bottle of vodka by myself...I remember going into the bathroom(after passing out once while standing up), looking into the mirror, passing out and breaking my nose on the sink. I woke up w/ blood and vomit all in my hair b/c my head fell into the stopped up sink. Thank God someone pulled my head up, but then I passed out by the toilet w/ vomit all over and then I was in the bathtub w/ my friend throwing breadballs at me to try to absorb the alcohol.
It was completely not worth it. I would have never done it willingly...and just having someone drop it in my beer was completely wrong.
And yes, there are flashbacks b/c when I do look into mirrors at times I remember looking at myself all covered in blood and puke with my face looking like it was melting. (and believe me, just me looking in the mirror is scary, so add all that...horrid).
It was NOT fun at all and very embarrassing being on that end of the joke of the night.
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Praying for a speedy and perfect road to health for Carwy...and that he beats this FOREVER...with a long and healthy and happy life!!!
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