| It sounds to me like you ARE going to try it, so I'm not going to tell you not to, or what might happen to you later in life (although I honestly don't think anything will). However I will let you in in what I have been through. I am 21 now and when I was 16 or 17 I tried hallucinogenic mushrooms twice. The first time was fun, the second time, not so great.
I am telling you this, not because I condone what you are doing (this could be very dangerous), but because I want you to be informed.
The first time I tried them, I truly was in a state of euphoria, however the only noticeable negative side effect was a feeling of discomfort. This discomfort was a feeling of butterflies in my stomach nothing more. I always have a hard time telling if I am low when I am nervous. So I couldn't tell if I was low or not so I checked and I wasn't. But that was the first (good) time.
The second time was NOT NOT NOT a good time. Everything started out fine as began to enter the trip, but this time I got those feelings in my stomach even worse. I really believed I was low. After somehow managing to check my BG I found I was in the 70's. I told my friend I was with that I no longer felt safe with these drugs in my system. I ate some food and checked again later. I don't know how much later it was, could have been one minute, could have been 1 year. I had no idea. It was no lower than before, but no higher either.
Being on drugs like these really affect your mind in no describable way, so bear with me as I try to describe what happened. For some reason I just assumed when I told my friend I no longer felt safe, he called for help. I still felt low and I was shaky and sweating profusely. Don't know if it was the drugs or my BG, but I honestly believed in my heart that I would not live through the evening. I thought my BG would continue to fall and so would I along with it. After hours of complete misery, deep depression and intense fear of dieing, I survived. But I never did, and never will do ANY sort of hallucinogenic drug again.
These drugs really do distort reality in ways unimaginable. I won't lie. This could be good (if you can handle it), but it could be very, very bad too. If you do decide to try it, I would like to know how everything worked out, so keep me posted, but be warned. |