| Thank you Matt, I have an endocrinology appt in Februaruy, but I really feel something is wrong and getting worse right now. In the last 6 months I have gone from regular human being to someone with constant pins and needles in my feet, at any leverl above 95 degrees, and my hands fall aseep at night unless just right. The quickness of my descent into these symptoms makes me so scared it is a kideny or liver problem, but i dont want ot tell my doctoro that, i am shy. I dont want to lose my feet or hands, but i see this as the start from which there is no return. I want to live, I am just 22, and I feel my life is over. I told my very best friend that I am SCARED SCARED SCARED and he cant understand, my girlfirend expects me to be there for her but I am not going to last long in terms of years of life. I have been unhappy at times, but now i really want to live. Please help me, i feel so lost and alone, how could i have done this to myself? |