| For me, I get really frustrated with all my effort and thought and work to make my BGs perfect, yet things don't always work out as I want them to.
This lack of perfection (I am very much a perfectionist if you couldn't tell) then makes me worry about the many bad things that diabetes can bring. I'm not afraid of needles, or constant monitoring, or counting carbs, or any of the effort required;
I just hate the fact that all this work doesn't make everything exactly as I want it, so that in my mind I can be 100% healthy and live to be 120 years old.
__________________
Thanks again,
Ryan
________________
Type 1 since 1991
Lantus/Humalog
Last A1C: 9.1 
Recent Feelings: Hopeful
Last edited by RyanN : 03-13-2008 at 09:47 AM.
Reason: spelling
| 
