| It seems like the older I get the harder it gets.
I have had the suicide attempts once or twice, but stopped to realize life is so much more and with people by my side I can get through it all. I have also tried making those feelings go away by getting high off of percocets, vicodin, and tramadol (sp). It helps...only for a little while though.
But like I said I'm trying to see the positive side of life and forget about the negative and just move on, get it together, and go. I definitely have people by my side I can tell. Not only the wonderful people on here but also my boyfriend, my mom, and my grandma are a great support team also.
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Nicole
Type 1 since the age of 10. *1/24/99*
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