| LoriAnne..........I'm sorry to read you're having such a difficult time. This disease can be very frustrating at times because what works one day doesn't necessarily work the next.
It's important to test your blood sugars often and it may help to keep a log of the foods you're eating so that you'll know which ones you do well with and which ones you need to cutback or avoid altogether. You shouldn't avoid eating meals with your family just because they are able to eat whatever they want. You can have the same food items, just in moderation.
Hang in there, I promise you things will get better with time.
Karen | 
