| Luis,
Welcome to the forums. You have found a really great place for support, I found the forums a couple of days after diagnosis and I KNOW it and the people here have really helped me get control of my diabetes. Also Linda's advise about testing is really good, it does make a big difference to getting control, as your numbers come down you will feel so much better. If I can do it, then anyone can.
The first while can be overwhelming and I recognise the range of emotions you mention, but please believe that things DO get so much better. I'm six months in and I'm healthier now than I have been in years.
Good to see you have a fighting spirit. The book Princess Linda mentioned is really good, informative and easy to read, so I'd whole heartedly recommend it.
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One of the most difficult things to give away is kindness; it usually comes back to you. - Anon Christmas card exchange: started Postcard Round 3: 3 received Cosmo the Duck: en route to Alison in Oz Ping the Duck: in Ireland
Diagnosed T2 on 26th Nov'07
Metformin 500mg twice daily
Enap 5mg
14th Dec'07: 11.6%
15th Jan'08: 9% 
3rd March'08 6.8% 
6th June'08 6.1%
30th Sept'08: 5.1% | 
