| Hi there, welcome to DF!
You say that it seems too hard, but you also said that you haven't even tried. You're right of course. It is hard. I think the consequences of not controlling diabetes maybe much harder.
Well, you can pat yourself on the back now, posting here on DF is a great first step. Stay with us and keep posting.
Here's my tip for you on getting started. Set a goal. Make it a reasonable goal. Something measurable and achievable.
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