[hodgsonsurvivor]

Thanks everyone...for all of the posts. I don't think I'm strong enough yet for all of this... I already don't want to comply but I am terrified of what another 20 years of non-compliance will do to my body. Reading all of your posts, I've decided that I am going to stick to the strict regimen suggested by my doc. Once I manage eating, testing, and taking my meds like I should, maybe then I'll be able to handle eating like I want and following through with still testing and taking my meds. I know my problem is me...not my doctor or my friends/family. As for the game night...I will go...FULL, and resist temptation until I go home.