[Cassini]

UPDATE:
My doctor had a consult with the radiologist on Monday and they have agreed that this lump is on my ovary. It is approx 7.5cm across, about 4cm wide and 5 cm thick.

I have been put on yet another antibiotic, had 3 different blood works done up since then and have an ultrasound on Monday coming up (Dec1st), I will then meet my new OB/GYN that day who is planning a Laparoscopic surgery early next week.

I am glad they are approaching this in an aggressive and timely manner but in the same breath I am feeling rather nervous about this whole thing. ****, I am more than nervous I am terrified. Of course the C word has been tossed around a bit but until they get in there, I am NOT considering that, to me it is just a benign little cyst that will be better off out than in. Oh who am I fooling, yes I have considered the outcome more than once, I have been having nightmares (could be the Oxy meds, too) every day and my sleep time has shrunk to a few hours a night.

I know I should not worry about this...everyone keeps telling me this. I really don't want to be feeling this upset by it

So for now, that is it. I will continue to try not to worry, keep my spirits up as they say.

One good thing about this is even with the continual fever I am managing to keep my numbers good, averaging around 6.2 (112) and managing also to force some food into me to keep them there.

Thanks again for all your support,
Helen