| Well I have taken a total of four tests, and each and every one of them say yes, so today I went and got a different brand and took it and what do you know it said "pregnant".
I'm really scared now about what my mom and dad are going to say and think. My boyfriend said he's going to be there for me no matter what.
My concern is bringing a baby into this world when neither my boyfriend nor I have a job right now.
I don't know wether to go ahead with it or just end it now. I hate to keep that as an option because it was our fault and we knew what could happen. But then again I don't want to bring an innocent baby into the world knowing good and well I can't care for it right now.
I think I'm at the most 1 1/2 months along now.
Not to mention i'm still really young..only 19, I'll be 20 in february and I don't know if thats too early or not.
Oh help me please. I want to make the right decision. |