The goal I want to achieve is to look good once again. My weight has been all over the chart . Before I found out I was diabetic I weighed in at around 190 lbs. After finding out I was diabetic I went all the way down to 110 lbs. With me it seems like a 2 step forward 1 step back type of deal. I lose weight and then I gain double back, lose weight again and double the weight back. I am extremely depressed when my weight is up. Literally in my closet I have every womans size possible because I know if today those size 10 jeans don't fit me I know the 12 will or maybe the 14. When I get the motivation to exercise though it good week filled with exercising and a good diet after that week its down hill and eventually is stopped all together. I was so determined one time to get my weight down in the beginnging that I actually stopped taking my insulin and dealt with the sickness just to lose some extra pounds
. I know I know there is about a dozen people yelling at their screens right now, believe me I have learned my lesson and would not even think of doing that ever again. Well I guess I should get off the computer and get to exercising.
~Sandi
