| I think You have thoughts that every pregnant woman has, diabetic or not. I've been pregnant three times and at sometimes You are fed up being pregnant, especially in the summer! It is also a gradual way to accept that Your body will never be the same it was before being pregnant. You might be angry to have to change in new ways. I had big babies - partly genetical partly due my "sweet tooth" at the time.
But Your body will be able to recover to a new You.
I'm happy for You that the father of the baby to be took things as he did, and that You have Your mother to discuss with You.
You dont' "have to be happy". You are producing new life, which takes a lot of energy. Be good to Yourself, eat nutrient food, do some exercise You like and rest.
Don't worry - things have a tendency to clear out well. All the best for You ! | 
