| thnx guys!!
Thnx guys, It's very helpful to hear that many people out there were much worst off and are still doing fine. i appreiciate all your replies very much. I know thats if i drink a soda it wont kill me, but even then i cant control the nightmares ive been having recently. Last night i had a dream that i was drinking a few beers at the bars with my freinds and i began to get really sleepy, i was dreaming about being sleepy...kinda weird huh. Then i spent the rest of the Dream driving around drunk almost crashing trying to find a 24 hour store to buy some lifesavers.... Which of course i couldn't find. Until i finally crashed my truck and died... this woke me up at 7:30 crying and sweating. I wish these dreams would go away, and i would stop thinking about my disease. I know they are likely never to happen but i am irrational when i dream. How can i coop with this ????? ive decided to ask my doc for some ambian when i go see her tomarrow. | 
