| I guess the biggest thing is that i realized that im not immortal anymore... i used to have a mindset that i was 110% healthy and was going to live forever. thinking of death even 50 years ahead of me is frightning also.
My Bs range from 131 to 450,
I am having trouble deciding right now if i should just eat for comfort and have my doc adjust my doses... or should i try and aim for a constant 200 Bs
either way i have been keeping dilligent records of what i ate and when, water intake and when, when and how much insulin i took, when and what my bs is, and how im feeling, also if i feel stressed or not during the bs test. Now ive decided to keep records of sleep and keep track of my weight. I went from being 200 lbs in august and now im a very skinny 160. my height is 6'1". | 
