Vent away, Sandi. You are so good to listening to our ventings to you.
I'm so sorry that life is a overbearing right now. Anyone would need to vent with all that going on. It is good that you finally got to the point where you know what the infection is. Now you can do something about it. Even if you have to

to get there. My prayers are that the healing will take place outside of the hospital.
My eyes have been going through the blurs lately, too. I know it can be the sugars or the age thing. We might think of the reason, but it doesn't mean we have to like it. :dito: I agree with a previous post---maybe a trip to the eye doctor will solve that one. I know--I don't want to make one more appointment either.
Another :dito: It very well could be a carpal tunnel thing showing up in your hands. Or a fluke that will not happen again. You've got enough on your plate right now. I would wait until it happens, if it happens again, before I panic too much. Making the appointment with the doctor was good. Even if it's nothing at least you'll know.
It's just plain tough feeling rough and having good reason to.

But let's not add 10 years to your life yet. You'll get it all together because you are Sandi. (Reading through this, I sound flippant--I really am not. I know they are all serious things. I guess I just don't know how to express myself when I really want to.) You are in my thoughts and prayers.