[psilocybin]

hey guys..
new diebetic here, im 21 years old...after a cold virus 3 weeks ago i noticed myself considerably thirsty. i went to the clinic last friday to figure out what is going on... after a urine test, the doctor walks up to me and tells me i have to go to the hospital, your diebetic. my worst fears have came. i went to the hospital and had multiple blood tests . including 1 every hour for 8 hours.I ended up going into the hospital with a gluscose level of 47. after spending 5 days in the hospital they released me. my life has turned into a life of worries and being paranoid since last friday. i am scared during every single glucose test i take and i take 4 a day. I usually do like 6 a day though because i am so scared about all this. i really dont know what to do. after having 2 lows in the passed 2 days (because i neglected protein from my diet by accident) it is extremely hard for me. i was a partier and i just loved to enjoy my life. Big lifestyle change. My eyes are blurry all the time, im missing school, and overall i am just a reck. anytips for dieting or dealing with this guys? are my eyes suppose to be messed up all the time since my body is just getting use to the insulin i have to take 4 times a day? by the way im on sliding scale still.