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When I heard that it was such a risk for me to have another kid, I wasn't very upset, as I only ever wanted one. then I became a single parent, and having a another one was not an option. But now that time has passed, I can't for the life of me remember WHY they said that.

I am more concerned now about why that is, I mean, if there was something wrong with me (and I was too stressed and frazzled with my life at the time to write it down), I should probably find out what it was. I mean, if there was a medical reason, like something wrong with my kidneys, or anything, I might have more problems with it in my life unrelated to pregnancy.

I was on actos for a while, which is potentially dangerous to a fetus, so I never thought about it. but now I am off all medications that may hurt the growth of a baby, and planning a marriage, it reminded me that there was some other reason.

I mean, what if I did want another kid? I am not in a position to be able to afford another child right now, not with diabetes medications as well, but I want to find out in case later I do want to go through it again.