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judi t
04-28-2008, 01:22 AM
Hello. I feel like I'm 'outing' myself despite the fact that I've had Type 1 diabetes since 1981 - when I was 25. I've tried not to make an issue of it, having always despised being labelled as 'the diabetic'. I've never worn diabetes like a badge of honour and I generally avoid discussing it and can't stand it when people I hardly know secretly check what I'm eating. Many years ago, I was at a dinner party and someone loudly confided to another person at the table that she'd noticed I was having icecream, or whatever it was I was having - the carbs of which I'd catered for with my insulin dose.

Anyway, that was years ago, but the same stuff continues to happen. For example, I recently returned from a cycling tour of Vietnam. (I cycled 630 kilometres and it was fabulous.) I was talking to a new colleague about the experience and my principal - (I'm a secondary teacher) - interrupted and said "And she's diabetic!" It's that old thing. No one would ever blurt out "And she's got haemorrhoids!" Or whatever. Everyone seems to feel they can mind 'the diabetics' business. Anyway, I find it annoying.

So why am I introducing myself on this forum. I've recently started seeing a new endocrinologist who has suggested I start using a pump. In the course of researching the pump, I've found all this rivetting on-line discussion about living with diabetes and I've found it to be wonderful, uplifting and informative. So I thought I'd get involved.

So I'm married and have two kids, aged 21 and 20, a boy and a girl respectively. (And I survived those two pregnancies with diabetes, when there was very little information available as to how to manage the whole thing. No internet as we know it. I think I was blissfully ignorant, and apart from having two enormous babies - both 10lb 8oz - both pregnancies were trouble free.) I'm also, as I mentioned, a secondary English teacher and an occasionally published writer. I write a blog related to my teaching life at The Fraudulent Teacher (http://www.fraudulentteacher.blogspot.com)
I identify myself as fraudulent because even though I've been teaching for thirty years, I feel less 'earnest' than many of my colleagues and I feel like one day I'm going to be found out.
I'm also a keen cyclist. As well as cycling to and from school every day - usually - I also enjoy longer rides with my old man on the weekends. The Vietnam rides were the longest I'd ever done, including 100k in a day. I have to say, I think the whole experience would have been a whole lot easier without having to manage the diabetes. It was a bit hairy at times. Despite that, the tour was so brilliant that we've already booked another one for next year. Same country; different rides.
I wonder if pumping will improve the experience. Anyway, cheers.

ant hill
04-28-2008, 02:41 AM
Hello. I feel like I'm 'outing' myself despite the fact that I've had Type 1 diabetes since 1981 - when I was 25. I've tried not to make an issue of it, having always despised being labelled as 'the diabetic'. I've never worn diabetes like a badge of honour and I generally avoid discussing it and can't stand it when people I hardly know secretly check what I'm eating. Many years ago, I was at a dinner party and someone loudly confided to another person at the table that she'd noticed I was having icecream, or whatever it was I was having - the carbs of which I'd catered for with my insulin dose.
Hello & welcome to this fabulous site Judi :), Many of us who has this condition has had the "are you allowed that" comment as we have insulin to help us. Today we have better insulins better control with the advent of the Blood Glucose Meter.
I was diagnosed in '71 and in ballet practicing at the barre and having diabetes is rough. Because we did not have BG meters then and don't know where you were BG wise and so gave up ballet in '77. Gee I miss those days. :(
To you friends who you like should get a better understanding to our disease and tell them that you can have that chocolate cake as you can have extra insulin for it. :D

Anyway, that was years ago, but the same stuff continues to happen. For example, I recently returned from a cycling tour of Vietnam. (I cycled 630 kilometres and it was fabulous.) I was talking to a new colleague about the experience and my principal - (I'm a secondary teacher) - interrupted and said "And she's diabetic!" It's that old thing. No one would ever blurt out "And she's got haemorrhoids!" Or whatever. Everyone seems to feel they can mind 'the diabetics' business. Anyway, I find it annoying.
Yes that's so hurtful and not needed. :( So tell them that you can eat what you eat. A lot of people who still think that a diabetic is not allowed sugar but they say nothing to mashed potato will they as that will raise BG's just as fast as mud cake!! :D

So why am I introducing myself on this forum. I've recently started seeing a new endocrinologist who has suggested I start using a pump. In the course of researching the pump, I've found all this rivetting on-line discussion about living with diabetes and I've found it to be wonderful, uplifting and informative. So I thought I'd get involved.
Yes Judi, You will find a lot of pump users here and proud too so it's the right place to understand this great thing. I am a MDI user and have this management for 37 years and still looking at ways to improve control. ;)

adiantum
04-28-2008, 02:56 AM
G'day Judi, Welcome to Df :)

Your cycling around Vietnam sounds exciting. It's such a beautiful country.

alicat61
04-28-2008, 04:35 AM
:) Hi Judi,
I am pleased you have found this site I only found it in February and come to visit nearly every day.
I can relate to some of what you have said about people describing you as diabetic first and a person second.
A lot of us feel that way.
This is a good place to let off steam ask for advice and learn lots.:)

morrisma
04-28-2008, 04:38 AM
Welcome to the club.

Awesome ride. Wife & I did 25 miles this past Sat & loved the new loop I mapped. But 630k? Very daunting & exciting!

I am on the pump and love it. Makes many things easier and far less trouble. One type of insulin for starters but basal rates (the slow drip in the background that keeps fasting levels even) can be a bear to sort out initially. If you do decide to start pumping, get started way early before your next excursion so you have time to get used to it.

kgm0612
04-28-2008, 07:42 AM
Hi Judi & Welcome!

I've been pumping for 2.5 years now and love it! There's so much more freedom & flexibility with pumping.

Karen

notme
04-28-2008, 07:52 AM
Welcome to Diabetes Forums Judi. I was also diagnosed in the 1980's and was the mother of five at the time. I understand your reluctance to discuss Diabetes with strangers, but as time goes on, I use it as an opportunity to educate.

Your bike rides sound amazing and I think you are amazing at managing insulin injections with riding. A pump would definitely make your treks easier.

Welcome to Diabetes Forums. I am glad you joined in to share your wealth of experience and hopefully learn also.

xMenace
04-28-2008, 08:41 AM
Welcome Judi.

You'll enjoy this biking with a pump across Africa video http://www.diabetesforums.com/forum/diabetes/19995-medtronic-video-presentation.html

Gail
04-28-2008, 09:01 AM
Glad to hear that you haven't let Diabetes slow you down. I'm proud of your accomplishments, your a breath of fresh air. My name is Gail and I've had diabetes for 40 years with a **** of a lot of complications including losing my leg below the knee. I also ride bikes but my prefence is horse riding. But I have begun to slow down of late as I suffer from Hypo unawareness but I now have a Hypo alert dog who helps me out 24/7. So in the near future I'll be placing my bike on a train and riding in new areas and taking in all the sights, but I can assure you it won't be 100ks a day I would be lucky to do 50ks and thats wishful thinking. Anyrate Good luck and live life to the fullest. But most of all remember your a strong vibrant woman first and a diabetic second.

xMenace
04-28-2008, 09:13 AM
Welcome Gail. Glad you found us :D