Food

[GrnMtGirl]

In the last several years I have developed a very poor relationship with food :( . To be honest - I just don't like dealing with food at all! I don't like the planning, the shopping, the cooking, or the cleaning, and sometimes I just don't like eating.

Anyway...Here I sit trying to figure out what to do about it. What's a diabetic to do :confused: ? It's not like I'm exactly a "newbie" when it comes to the big D - my family history of it is strong, I was diabetic both times I was pregnant, and well, I've been in the front row of Keith's diabetic show for a while now (He's been so good!).

I used to be so good at meal planning - it was always a goal of mine to be sure that there was a dinner on the table (nearly) every night while my kids were growing up since I didn't really have that experience. But now, I'm so over it - I could snack all day and be happy with that.

The problem: I don't want to think about food. I'm really kind of pissed that I have to, and at times, I have been outwardly defiant - sometimes eating and drinking nothing but carbs all day :o. Granted, it's only been two weeks, yet I seem to have decided "to H*ll with it, I'm eating (and drinking) what I want" :T. I know this is hardly the "right" response, but that is where I am. How do I give up my beloved Bread (I'm European for goodness sake), Macaroni & Cheese, and Dr. Pepper?

I guess I just needed to get that off my chest & vent a little. I know that ultimately I will figure things out, but darn it, this is gonna take some very big changes and I'm just not sure I have the energy. Thank You all for listening...Shawna

[foxl]

Shawna, I have forgotten -- do you guys have kids? I do, and I know EXACTLY how you feel ...

Even if you do not, it is just one of those things we are stuck with for life ... can you do a bunch of meals on weekends, for the week? Even if you just sit down and plan all your menus, it is more efficient (I do not b/c I like spontaneity, but I know people who do).

[plattb1]

I think your reaction is entirely human. I have said many times that - since my diagnosis 10 years ago - I have to think of food as medicine & that takes all the enjoyment out of it.

You are entitled to your anger. Now, use it to fuel your response.

Food is just nourishment. You can certainly "give up" anything you need to in favor of good health. And, you need not feel deprived. You are not alone. We all make concessions in life ... for our health, our budget, our family, our community. Do this for yourself. Who is more important?

We understand and share your frustration. But, the best thing you can do it take good care of your health. Since you clearly know how to do that, move forward!

And, when it gets discouraging, use DF to vent like you did today. It's a great resource. Once you get into the swing of things, you'll find all sorts of good information you can use to put this dx in perspective.