I had an attack....

[Cinnabon]

I dont know what kind of attack, so Ill think of it as an Anxiety attack. I guess its all the pressure,MRIs, GAD shots.. too much in lil time....
They called me and told me my results were ready, tell me to see my GP if I chose tomm morning and that my CD(films) would be ready ASAP.
I took a moment and said.. ok.... , but 10 min later I was Crying my eyes out because I figured and ASSUMED that this was the finish line since they want to see me, my results were in and yadda yadda.......

I have NEVER freaked out like this!

[lgvincent]

You're under a lot of pressure right now so I can understand why something like that might happen. I'm hoping you get some great news tomorrow!

[Erin]

It has got to be hard facing the unknown like you are right now. I hope you get the news you want to hear tomorrow! We're all pulling for you.

[Eri's mom]

I'm praying for you...

[KickStart101]

AAAWW, you poor Dear((((HUGS)))). :flowers: I don't blame you a bit. I wish
there was something I could do for you. Ya, that sounds like an anxiety attack. Well, you know what they say about assuming. Fingers crossed
here and you are still in my daily thoughts and prayers for only "Good test results for Mars". Bring us back Good News, Please. :)




I only had 1(I think) anxiety attack in my life that I know of. It was last Sept./05 when I had gone in to get my cataracts removed.
Firstly, I Hated the Anesthesiologist. Then all the activities, questions,
sugar checking, etc. Fast and Efficient. Then the Hated person sticking needles in and around my eyes, then a needle called a blocker into my eye. At that point I FREAKED. I pushed him and told him to get the H*** away from me. I pulled something off that was attached to my arm and pulled the covers over my head. I was freezing and hyperventalating(sp). A Nurse pulled the blankets down a bit (since they didn't know what was going on). There stood my Doc in mask and gown all ready....he just said, "Are you okay, Carlie? I'm sorry but I can't operate on your eyes with you in that state". Fine with me. * At this point I will mention that Mick, Belinda and I think Erica, said having cataracts removed was easy and nothing to it. NOT.:hmmmm: *
I just happened to be at my Opthamologists appt. today again. He asked
when I wanted the cataracts removed. UGH! I said after my Son's Wedding sometime. I actually don't want to. Oh, he said my eyes are still fine(except for the cataracts). I think he said, that this time they'd put me out or some-
thing similar. I must have an eye phobia. Do what you want to me, but don't touch my eyes. :D (Sorry, for taking up your Space).

[valc3]

It sounds like you had an anxiety attack. Completely understandable with everything you've had to deal with. Having an answer is better than making yourself nuts with the "what if". See your Dr, please let us know. We are here for you. Take care.

[am1977]

Hey Cinn...

I think it's also normal that this happened. I know you were feeling a little disconnected from things for awhile, but I think everything you have been through lately was bound to take an emotional toll at some point. And I think it's good that you had a good cry about it- it's just an emotional release and it does help.

Whatever the results, we're here for you. We are all strongly hoping that it's good news, but even if it's not, at least you'll know and be able to handle things from there. Just like Diabetes, I think a lot of conditions can be somewhat controlled and managed- so remember that. Things are NOT hopeless.

Our thoughts are with you- please keep us posted.

[kgm0612]

Try....Try....Try.....to hang in there until you get the official results of your tests from the doctor. Let us know how you make out. (((HUGS)))

[Penny]

(((((((((((((((Cinnabon))))))))))))))) Wish I could help you feel better!

[sydneya]

:tee: With all the stress that you are under at this time, I would be surprised if you didn't have an anxiety attack. Life isn't always kind. I'm so sorry for what you are going through. Let us know how you are feeling after your appt. today. Just know you have many concerned family and friend in the forum. WE CARE!!:wavey:

[Tatermom]

So sorry to hear what you are going thru. (((((((Big Hugs 2 U)))))))). Try to do something great for yourself to take your mind off of things even if it is only for a few minutes. Don't give in to the thought that this is the end. Just a new challenge to master as I am sure you have done with other obstacles in your life. Keep your chin up!!

[jenet]

I'm not surprised at all. You're dealing with a lot of stress right now. I had one Wednesday over something much less important... in a class on doing public presentations. Try to be extra gentle with yourself, and know we are all here for you.

hugs,
j

[Tokyo Cate]

I really feel for you. You are going through so much and it sounds soo tough. There are loads of prayers and good wishes being sent your way and I hope that the results are not what you fear.

Hugs.