[Dewey]

I didn't know if I wanted to even post this, but kinda needed to vent.

It's been 7 years (since 2001) since I've had what I call a "911" (a "911" is where paramedics have to be called for a low blood sugar). Well, tonight, that 7 year record has been broken.

When Carwy called, he asked a couple of questions, including how my blood was. I told him I'd see him in an hour (I don't usually get off till 10 pm or so & it was around 7:45 pm!), and told him I was low and was going to die. I also started acting extremely odd (i.e. skipping down the hall, trying to pull the phone apart, breaking my keychain & raising my hand, etc.). My friend/supervisor missed most of that fun, because she was in another room preparing her dinner (while she had a chance). When she realized something was wrong, she was going to relieve me so I could eat, but didn't get the chance. Carwy & hubby showed up at the workplace & called paramedics.

When the paramedics got there & checked, my BG was 15 & I was very combative & out of it, though not unconscious. They tried putting an IV in my wrist (so they could administer dextrose), but the gal was kind of fishing for the vein & with me being a little combative, it didn't help.

It took a little while, but we were able to raise the BG with Glutose, White Cake Frosting (in a tube) and some Chicken Lo Mein. Of course, my BG paid for it later.

I'm very thankful to be alive & a-ok. I'm also extremely grateful that I got the help needed from loved ones & from my friend, who happens to be my co-worker/supervisor. They all knew something was wrong & that help was needed.

I just felt so sad, because I love my job & never wanted something like that to happen, especially while there. It's also the 20th year "anniversary" of my father's death today (though he died of a brain aneurysm). Not a good day for a "near death" experience, if ya know what I mean.

My co-workers know I have Diabetes, are very supportive & some of them have close family members with Diabetes (my friend/co-worker's mom has Diabetes, and another co-worker's daughter has it), so they understood. Still, it's little comfort to me as I acted like a total fool. At the same time though, I realize I'm human & sometimes these things happen. Guess what I'm saying in a roundabout way is that I'm struggling with what happened a little (emotionally).

Thanks for listening. I figure you all would understand & some could even relate in some way.

[adiantum]

Hugs mate.
I think we must all go through unpleasant experiences of which we have no control .
Be kind to yourself, even forgive yourself if you think it's needed but please dont whip yourself over it.

[Funnygrl]

Ugh, that sucks, very badly! I'm glade you're ok though. Any idea what caused it? (((hugs)))

[Dewey]

Originally Posted by adiantum

Hugs mate.
I think we must all go through unpleasant experiences of which we have no control .
Be kind to yourself, even forgive yourself if you think it's needed but please dont whip yourself over it.

Thanks. Though I've not had the opportunity before, I want to say welcome to the forums. Thank you for the support, also.

Originally Posted by Funnygrl

Ugh, that sucks, very badly! I'm glade you're ok though. Any idea what caused it? (((hugs)))

I think it was stress & a couple of other things (was quite busy, didn't get an opportunity to snack, a little stressed because I was trying to troubleshoot multiple things at once). Other factors include a change in set type & possibly hormones...lol. Thanks for the hugs.

[Lulika]

Here's another (((hug))) all the way from China...sorry you had a tough time, but just rememer that old saying;

"what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.."

You strike me as strong!

[Dewey]

Originally Posted by Lulika

Here's another (((hug))) all the way from China...sorry you had a tough time, but just rememer that old saying;

"what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger.."

Amen to that saying. Thank you, Lulika and thank you for the hug. I'm glad to know you - I often follow your threads & want to say I think you have a kind heart and a very positive energy. If ever you ever need an ear, we're here for you. (((((Hugs)))))

[ant hill]

Originally Posted by Dewey

It's been 7 years (since 2001) since I've had what I call a "911" (a "911" is where paramedics have to be called for a low blood sugar). Well, tonight, that 7 year record has been broken.

Dewey!!!, Thank god that you're still here.

When Carwy called, he asked a couple of questions, including how my blood was. I told him I'd see him in an hour (I don't usually get off till 10 pm or so & it was around 7:45 pm!), and told him I was low and was going to die. I also started acting extremely odd (i.e. skipping down the hall, trying to pull the phone apart, breaking my keychain & raising my hand, etc.). My friend/supervisor missed most of that fun, because she was in another room preparing her dinner (while she had a chance). When she realized something was wrong, she was going to relieve me so I could eat, but didn't get the chance. Carwy & hubby showed up at the workplace & called paramedics.

PHEW!!!
Let me hug you (((((((HUGZZZ))))))) I bet that was too close to death.
Dewey, Do you have something like jelly beans or other means at your workstation?

[UpNorth]

Oh gosh that is low! Good to hear you're OK now! (((HUGS)))

[davef]

Hey Dewey,

Here's a big Irish (((HUG))) from a big Irish man. Sounds like you had a really rough time and not on the best of days to start with.

You don't have anything to feel guilty about, if someone with asthma had an attack you would (and your friends/work mates) would have helped them and would only be concerned that they were okay afterwards. You didn't act like a fool, your body reacted to a bad low, it wasn't your fault, you friends know that and it's great that you have such great support. They'll be concerned about you when you are back in work, so don't get uptight when they ask how you are, it's no reflection on you.

You are a strong person and an inspiration to us all, the personification of a timex watch, you take a lickin and keep on tickin.

Stay strong, vent, we are here for you,

[princesslinda]

Oh Dewey...what a scary experience! I'm so glad you're okay....<<<Hugs>>> to you...and to Carwy for being able to come to your rescue!

Don't let this make you feel embarrassed or sad because it happened at work....Life happens to everyone...and everyone there will at some point experience something unexpected...and you'd be the first one there encouraging and supporting all of them in their times of need.

What a horrible day you had yesterday, both physically and emotionally...I truly hope today is better for you. Sending good thoughts your way.

[kgm0612]

((( HUGS ))) What an awful low you had, Dewey. You must have been wiped out! I'm glad you had your friends around to take care of you, even though it happened at work.

Hope you're feeling much better today!

Karen

[fgummett]

Must have been scary and I am also relieved you are OK. I wonder how much your Dad's anniversary had to do with it.. even if you were not aware it was that day. I've had times when things did not feel right and it was only afterwards that I realised it was close to a memorable date for me.

I'm gonna ask a newb question and wonder if a Glucagon injection would help in this kind of situation?

[shabbie]

wow dewey thank goodness you came out of that alright! that 15mg/l bg computes as a - 3 on my calculator (in mmol)! is that possible?????

huge (((HUUUUGGGGZZZZ!!!!))) to you sister! xxx

[Penny]

Dewey, I am so sorry this happened to you. I wish there was a way for you not to feel guilty about it happening, but I even understand that, it is something I do. Considering it has been so long since it happened to you before though, I think you should be patting yourself on the back for such a good job. Wish we could give you some real hugs, but here's one from me too.

[ant hill]

Originally Posted by shabbie

that 15mg/l bg computes as a - 3 on my calculator (in mmol)! is that possible?????

I have worked that out to be .833MMOL/L and that's is seriously deadly low!!!