| Though I don't know what it's like to lose a child, I do know what it's like to lose a grandchild. It's DEVASTATING!!! It is not something I wish ANYONE to go through! EVER!
This only happened this past January, but I'm still affected by it today! My (step)daughter lost her son at 5 months gestation. Even though I'm not the one who was pregnant with him, I know how it has made me feel! I can't even imagine how it feels for a mother! Me, as Grammie, I'm always thinking .... If only he'd made it, he'd be "this" old now ... etc, etc. So, from MY point of view, I can only minutely comprehend what you've gone through with all of that.
Yes, good realization that YOU have to live!! Hopefully this is what propels you to go on, to "make things right" and "get healthy" so that you can have more children!
*big hugz* and LOTS of good thoughts and prayers are going out to you!!!
__________________ Age: 43
Type 2 - Dx'd 08.16.05 ••• [ A1c ]
6.9 - 01/07
6.0 - 05/07
5.9 - 09/07
6.4 - 3/08 [ Meter ]
UltraSmart/Ultra2/Contour [ Meds ]
Metformin 1000mg 2x, Novolin N 20u 2x, Novolin R 1:10
Lisinopril 20mg 1x, Lovastatin 40mg 1x, Aspirin 81mg 1x, Albuterol as needed [ Other Conditions ]
Coccidioidomycosis aka Valley Fever Dx'd 1.17.94
- Asthma
- Chronic Bronchitis
Hypertention
Hyperlipidemia |