Well what do we have here: Smoking pot, infections, flu, heredity and the list goes on.
I was a very very active person (hyperactive should I say) before I had it. I used to work a lot. I was an import admin for a company which I would also do bookkeeping, cost calculation, overseas connections, closely related work with customs and shipping of good and the list goes on...and a lightjokey at night...
Did a lot of venue installations etc. etc.
Then something happenned and I've understood that I could not take it anymore...Lot of stress..
After that I had a very passive 1 year which I sat in front of my computer, or either TV or out at clubbin. Meanwhile I'm not even a social drinker neither other chemical stuff. So it was a very very passive one year physically compared to my normal lifestyle. Food consumption was the same and even more. And sleeping was also another issue: I could not sleep at night, I felt better at night, always. So I've always slept when I was really could not stand. And that was in the morning! Ate when I get hungry, slept when I felt it.
Then I started to work again and after a week I was diagnosed.
After diagnosed I've always thought of the past so I definately know that the symptoms were "there" 3 months before diagnosed.
So whats the point?
A massive change of physical activity, and I know that my food consumption didn't change that much even tho the activity was less. I used to eat even more when I was on my ***!
In short I had messed up with my body...
I could ask to myself now "could it be this"?
If it is... so what?
Maybe I shouldnt do it again eh? :p
You and I know a lot of people who's doing worse than us on our body, have had worse infections and worse lifestyles...dont have it!
So I believe the reason has never been "too easy" for this...
I don't think the reason is only "one thing"
Our mixture is unic and will be resolved or, maybe resolved already.
Ultimately, however...
I "can't" believe that,
SOMEONE WILL LET US HEAL FOR SOME REASON ANYWAY.
Yeah I know it's nothing to do with the subject but it's 03:11Am in here!
