Hi E_Lou. I'm new to the forum, but I just wanted to let you know that I also a Type1 20-something (I'm 25). I was 9 when I was dx'd, so I cannot imagine how difficult it must be to get diagnosed as an adult. I feel fortunate to have been young enough that I can't really remember the disruption.
That having been said, hang in there! Things will get easier as you get more comfortable with your new "lifestyle." It's not fun and I've wallowed over how much it sucks too, but its not all bad. Most of the time, its not something that bothers me... It's just something I do, like second-nature, without really thinking about.
As for the drinking/weight gain, you should talk to your Endocrinologist about stuff like this. I think they have this standard diabetic mealplan/lifestyle/schedule that they assign to everyone, but part of their job is to tailor your treatment to you and help you live YOUR life with diabetes. I guess what I am trying to say is that it is still your life. You are young and there is no reason you shouldn't be able to do all the things you want to do! Their job is to help you find a way to do these things safely and comfortably. So if you feel like you're missing out, don't be afraid to speak up!
I hope this helped a little bit. I know it must be really hard right now, but things will get better-- I promise! But if you need someone to complain to I'm here (and so are many others I'm sure)!
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